All that could have been...

i wish it could of worked out..
i gave it my all and when i did not
see things change i knew i could not
give any more....he was my best friend
he was my everything and here lately
all he has been is a stranger.
he never calls and rarely texts.
i feel he has lost interest in me and
thats the worst feeling to have.
it will be hard to end what we had
almost 5 years of my life was dedicated
to one person...i can not continue something
just because its what i am use to and
what i think should be. i think back to all
the good times..but even that does not help..
the bad seems to seep in and change the
view of things drastically.
this is very unfortunate.
i hate this...