SOLD

the car in the previous post has been sold
and is now gone and out of my life forever.

starting a new chapter in my life
i am shedding my old skin
and growing a new one.

so much has changed for me
in a matter of only a few months.
i like how my life is going right now
and would not change a single thing.

i can not complain about the
hand that has be dealt to me.
ah and they say...
life goes on



and it does.

Fo Sale...

FOR SALE

1987 CADILLAC HEARSE

COLOR: GRAY
INTERIOR: GRAY
MILES: 70700
ASKING PRICE: $2,500

IF INTERESTED CONTACT ME AT:

EMAIL: CATERPILLAR333@GMAIL.COM

two thousand and nine

new year...
new me.​.​.​
ha thats​ what i say every​
year.​.​.​and its still​ the same
old me every​ year.​.​.​

this year is going​ to be
diffe​rent thoug​h.​.​.​
i know this.​.​.​

atlea​st i hope it will be.​.​.​.​

-| . _ . |-
! b e e p !

All that could have been...

i wish it could of worked out..
i gave it my all and when i did not
see things change i knew i could not
give any more....he was my best friend
he was my everything and here lately
all he has been is a stranger.
he never calls and rarely texts.
i feel he has lost interest in me and
thats the worst feeling to have.
it will be hard to end what we had
almost 5 years of my life was dedicated
to one person...i can not continue something
just because its what i am use to and
what i think should be. i think back to all
the good times..but even that does not help..
the bad seems to seep in and change the
view of things drastically.
this is very unfortunate.
i hate this...

| . _ . |

i give up.
i am not going to
try anymore.
i cannot put myself through
this shit anymore.
this is me saying
:over and out:
this panda bear
will not cry
anymore...

panda.robot
o| . _ . |o

Dont Forget Your Dramamine!!

I just went to see Quarantine
Little did i know it was shot with
a hand held camera.
I should of figured you know with the
camera crew stuck inside that it would
be shot like Cloverfield or Blair Witch Project.
However, I do respect that it was shot with a
real camera and not a home camera much
like it was in the two movies mentioned above!
I also did not know it was a remake of a Spanish film
called [REC].
Now I am on a mission to see this so called original
film..and its greatness.
All the reviews say it should not of been remade
it was good as it was...however i feel Quarantine
was an excellent movie...so i must see how
much better this horrible scenario could get!!
I also enjoyed never really finding out
what happened or why this happened.
Movies that end like that are aggravating
but at the same time really good.
When they are shot from first person, i don't feel
the audience should have any advantage
of knowledge!!

| . _ . | confused | . _ . |

i will never understand people.
i guess its ok that i dont.
i will just keep putting myself
through the same shit everyday
because that is what i am use to.
i hope for change but know it wont
happen. and im ok with it.

i have made a new friend up here.
She is my panda bear.
We have alot in common.
She is a life saver.
im really happy that i have a friend.
it is nice to not be alone..
and to actually have someone to talk too
and someone that cares about you.


o| . _ . |o panda robot! o| . _ . |o